Sorry for not commenting on your blogs these days guys, but we had Easter here. Not that I celebrated it or anything, I was just too busy drinking beer and being lazy “Holiday style”.
I have a crush on this girl, which I’ve seen 3 or 4 times around my block. She looks like a heavy metal Elf with natural blonde hair, posture that would enslave worlds and hardcore boots, with which to stomp on your unworthy heart.
And I don’t know why, but we had this weird conversation with boyfriend, of who would be more successful in hitting on her (not hit her with a rock, but flirt). My strongest argument was that because I’m a woman I would know what she wants and I would lure her in with my inexplicable charm and black sense of humor. And boyfriend kept telling me that no woman would ever want to sleep with me, and if I was a man I would die a virgin…
And it got me thinking, that actually he’s right (yeah, for once a woman in the argument is wrong).
If I was a man, I would be one of those guys who jerk off on soap commercials, watch boring football games just to make my testosterone levels higher than the average low, talk trash about all the women population in front of his friends, but secretly cry in his pillow at night dreaming of the one girl who would love his pathetic essence.
I realised this long before arguing with bf, back when I played Mass Effect. I played a dude, whos’s main purpose in life was to be nice as a daisy and bring world peace. But as soon as I started dating chicks, and they started spitting on my face (figuratively speaking), I immediately transformed into an asshole.
I kept sleeping with whoever I saw and behaved like a dick, just to make the object of my love, who rejected me, feel sad. How evil can you get!
I see men from a whole new perspective now. It fucking hurts to be rejected so harshly by a pretty girl. It feels like plucking your heart out with a spork and shoving it in your ass. Painful!
Fashiony part: That leather jacket, clutch (Bianco Gear) and denim top were another second hand purchases. I don’t know why but the jacket looks so glossy and shitty in the photos, maybe I should try ironing my clothes, before taking everything dry from the hanger and putting it right away….Well..you learn while you live.
Shoes- H&M, Jeans- New Yorker.
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