I think I’m having a stroke…That’s what I’ve been thinking whole week every time the Sun shines through the windows on my monitor and 2 seconds later it’s all dark again. It’s freaking me out! Whenever this shit happens, I remember a story my grandma loved to share. (For people who don’t like stories consisting of life’s natural way of telling you to “go fuck yourself” also known as “death”, do not continue reading)
My grandma is a soldier in a sense, she had a stroke few years ago and kept dying the whole day. I think she literally died 5 or 6 times before the doctors were finally able to stabilize her. We were all very glad she was okay, but kind of disappointed, because we were expecting to hear stories from the underworld, but she didn’t have any.
Anyway, she was so amused by what she saw before the stroke every time my sister and I go to visit her, she keeps repeating it. Grandma would tell us, that she saw a garden full of beautiful flowers and bright shiny colors, when she tried to pick the flowers they disappeared. And yes, that’s how a stroke works, your brain gets fucked up and you see and smell things that don’t exist.
So whenever the stupid Sun shines for 2 seconds and hides, and gets dark again, I assume I’m about to die. Now, as if that’s not enough, few days ago my monitor turned green, (grass green, Kermit the frog green), and I thought: “That’s it, that’s a stroke right there!”. Few seconds later the monitor turned normal again..
This top came with a new box from nowistyle
, and I pretty much wear it every single day. I feel like a crispy warm cookie in it, and considering my small size 166cm, I can wear it as a dress too. The only downside is you can see my bra underneath, but considering how many girls are wearing nothing but studded bras and a tiny cardigan on top, I don’t think my slightly revealing bra is a big deal.
I want to apologize in advance for not commenting on your blogs as often as I used to. It’s just that I don’t have any time and it makes me sad, because spamming you really made my day more fulfilling. I guess, even people who don’t have a life are busy from time to time.